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“Every single person has their own talent. The tremendous God is never failed creating us as a human. Because inside the lack hides a uniqeness. It depends on how we bear a meaning for each uniqeness we have. We need to explore and make use of it in our daily life. So theres no one in this entire world has the deficient feeling about their selves”.

I always keep the power sentence on my mind. Whenever I feel dispirited about my self, I use this power sentence to get much spirit carrying out my life. I believe, behind every result  that happen to us there's a big contribution comes from our mind. And this is how important our mind-set in life. It effected every decision we made.

I was born of a moslem family. And Im so grateful about it. My father Ahmad Subari and my mother Siti Jamisun have given me an incredible name. Muna Syahidah. A name that is different from most Indonesian people. I mean the time when I was born on june 27th 1996, most Indonesian family gave the name to their newly born children in indonesian, but not to my parents. they used arabic for my name. In arabic, Muna means hope. And Syahidah means woman who fight in the way of Allah. A name that is quite remarkable for me. You know what, giving the name in arabic also applied to my two siblings. The name of my older sister is Dina Adilah. She is just 1 year older than me. And Mutia Abdah is the name of my younger sister. She is 3 years younger than me. I also was not born of a reach family. My mother works as a honorary teacher in primary school and my father is an entrepreneur. Not all my needs can able to be fulfilled but only the main priority, such as school. My parents are very concerned about education. They do hard work for our better education. And now we can prove it. My older sister is studying at STAN in Palembang, my younger sister is studying at SMKN 4 Bandar Lampung and I can be a student at lampung university through a full scholarship.

At my age, I have been in adolescence that will soon enter adulthood. But actually I miss the moment when I was in childhood. It's funny because when I was a kid I wished to grow up quickly to be a teenager. But when I realized that being a teenager is not that happy, I wish I could be a kid forever. Such an unrealistic hope. But, I do have the rational thinking to live every step in my life. I know that life is a phases that must be passed. As a human, we need to enjoy every phases because life must go on.

I was very lucky to have been born in the 90’s era. Because in that era kids had a very beautiful childhood. They could play the traditional games together whenever and whereever they want  that almost every single day. At that time, I went to a small primary school named Madrasah Jamiatul Islamiah in Teluk Betung Barat. After I got back from school, I spent my days playing with all my friends. I think, we played almost every traditional games like Gobak Sodor, Congklak, Gambaran, Marbles, Chase and Catch, Hiding, kites and many others. It was so much fun playing those games together. I could make many friend for laughing and fighting together :D

I cant imagine how boring for most kids in the present. They play online games through their gadgets. They dont make many friends in their childhood. I think its not good for their social life.

After finishing my primary school, I went to junior high school. I studied very hard to get in my favorite school. SMPN 3 Bandar Lampung. And thank Goodness I did it. During my junior high school. I studied very hard, it was not because I wanted to be the number one in class, It was because I always gave my best effort to finish all my tasks. I didn't care about making many friends. So that, I didn't have many good friends. I believe the result depends on the efforts. And true, I got the second rank in every school year.

To me Junior high school is the placed when I finally learn how to be a good person in social life. I have known exactly the way I must choose for my better future. The time when I have grown up to be a dream fighter.

It was in 2011, I chose  to learn more about my religion  and  kept the balance between my physical and spiritual needs. I went to my senior high school in Man 1 Model Bandar Lampung. There, I didn't just focus on my class learning, I tried to organize many things by getting in islamic spiritual extracurricular, in Indonesian we call it ‘Rohis’. Im so grateful to be apart of it. Because it makes me being a more positive person. I related to many different type of people and learnt how to face each of them. There is also much problem during my high school but I always tried to get out of my problems to be a mature person carrying out my life. During my senior high school I understand that when you want to reach out your dream you need the help of your God and parents. So keep praying and obeying your parents. Nothing to be useless when you do it.

Now I study at Lampung University, mojoring communication science. It was a very long journey until I could be apart on it. I had many hard selections and choices. But I just gave my best effort on them and let God decide it. Although the result was not what I really want the most but I believe it was the best choice for me. Now I have been in  the second half of my study, about nine months through the lectures activities. To me, being a college student is very fun. I don’t have to learn many subjects such as in high school. which means I’m not that busy, I have much time to do many good things. And one of them is doing an online shop bussiness. I think I got a passion on it. To me, it runs very well. That I can earn my own money to fulfill my needs. And of course very helping to my parents’ finance.

Every phases in my life has their own uniqeness. There are always advantages and disadvantages. But I know they are complementary each other. I enjoy every process that happen in my life. I know I will pass it. Allah is the most just at every his people.